us at my place

Well, again gona make this a quick one…
Well, you see I was chatting with my beau for a super short while yesterday till I fall asleep and he was completely mad and anxious, sending about 8 sms after that and even called me once. But my phone’s setting was at volume 2 out of the max 5 so really didn’t hear it to get up. Than I was suppose to meet Denise at about 10 this morning and I totally overslept till 12 pm! She also called me twice.

So basically met her at a later time and study till about 6 plus.

Today, my family had to go to my grandmother’s place which I so do not like to do as there is nothing to do. No tv as it’s suppose to be family bonding, we are suppose to interact with each other but most of my cousins are abnout P4. Then the adults will be discussing so stuff away. So basically, after you eat finish you need to stone for like 2 hours in a warm and noisy place….how cool is that.

As my beau and I was talking about meting but not spending much, I took this rare chance and got him to come to my place for a while. He brought with him a few vcd but most of it appeared the scratched kind of bad condition. He was saying that it was looking alright at his place, maybe my player too sensitive? Well, we also had some Mac and then we just hang around together till I see him to the mrt at about 9 plus. So am in a relatively good mood. 6then he was giving me crap conversation again, saying if not dating can save $, so what if you think that 金成武s handsome so what? Then it was also those kind of nonsense that we were talking about a little here and there….basically gain have a nice time together.

Ok, think I want to go already, bye

chem pract+studying at the airport

Sigh…..got to make this a quick one so that I got more time to study.

Well, today is my chem. pract and man…am I really gona be shit or what??!! Well, the thing is I left out 22 marks worth of qn….no time, but well, there were people who didn’t finish and there were people who had ample time. Guess I belong to the slower group huh? Man, the pract was really long and tedious and it was of a much higher standard than the pre-prelim pract that we had a few weeks ago. Damn…I was whining for the next half an hour about it. Man, even if I ans all the rest correctly, that would be only about 72%. Stupid pract! Then after the pract I was like telling myself that I have had enough of practs and will go for arts and social sciences in the University. But seriously, I don’t trust myself to count on tat. But can you blame me for the way I think? All 3 practs didn’t finish and didn’t go well man….the VA today, everyone had all sorts of values, ranging from 11-20 cm^3. Crazy!!!

Then I spent most of the day till about 10 at terminal 1 airport’s deliverance with Denise and her 2 other friends. The Li Juan girl was pretty alright. Than again, as expected, Denise’s study for a very long time was not long at all, well, what do you expect? Given that I studied with her so many times already, no matter what she say or do, her attention span is about 5 hours. Hmmm….quality 5 hours? I really don’t think so. Sigh….

Ok…I want to go already.
bye

i m studying and not thinkg too much abt him

Hey, just come online to make a quick one.

Well, this morning I got a physic P5 design experiment which was horrendous for the first qn about induced emf and rotating coil stuff. I was thinking along the line of rotating a electromagnet or the coil to have the cutting of magnetic flux lines but the was like, no matter how I set the thing up, when I let either do the spinning, there will be a tangle up of wires? Well, the overall idea that I managed to find out from people after the exam was using the motor to get the values for spinning rate directly or use an a.c. source and use a c.r.o. to help you calculate the rate and the amplitude of the induced emf. Sigh….but need to worry….given it my best shot and it is only 5% anyway.

Well, was chatting with my beau for a super short while last night as he was tired from his mahjong and stuff. Then he was like asking me not to always think of him, think more about my studies etc….sigh, I suppose I do think of him every now and then more so in the wee hours of the night but the rest of the time is ok and I do my work too you know. Am trying hard to juggle the 2 and am quite sure that they do not clash. Maybe except for going out and meet for a while? Hey, but come on, if I am going to meet him for that few hours in a week(usually less than 6, approximately 2 hours) off course I want to meet. But other than that I am well aware of what I should be doing at every hour of the day….but am I doing it? Maybe. Self –denial? Maybe. But I definite know for sure if I am not studying hard enough because of thinking of him and I can tell you that that is not the case.

Well, besides the trying to jam as much things into my head before the prelims as possible, am also vexed about some monetary problems….sigh…

Well, met Ron online and chat for a while. Then I am gong to come up with time table to finish as many past year papers as possible. Sigh….need to have some packing of my place every now and then due to the taking out and putting back my notes to the files.

Ok need to go now. bye

muah

Well, am blogging again although I so much so know that I should be studying right now. Well, I was naughty today for till now I obnli did 1 or 2 math qn. Reason? I went out with my beau…..so am in a relatively good mood

Well, in the end, I went out with him and man it was a totally hot hot day outside. Meet at parkway parade and took a bus to people’s park where we turned a few rounds to get the best deal on the ticket price. It was a little more expensive cause of the whatever tax factor that differs from company to company? That’s why we turned a few rounds. Then he needed to look for some Merlion thingy for his friend an in the end the friend say no need so didn’t buy. Well, actually wanted to go watch a movie of something but seriously down on cash so in the end we go to our usual place and do the usual stuff after which we were both kind of tired so didn’t stay out too long.

Well, the whole journey for today he was telling me about how great his mum is compared to my maid at home. The reason behind it is that he has been to my house twice before and of cause it was when no one else was in and his comparison is that his house is much bigger, nicer, cleaner, and tidier then mine although I got a maid at home. Then he was like China girls are more hardworking by nature. Then we were also talking a little about what he will bring here with him next Feb. then once illustrated to me how good a boy he is at home. Firstly, he never brings cigarette home although he smokes and his father can’t tell the smell on him as his father smokes. Then he was also telling me that his father working in the govt as some official often has friends coming over and they smoke so his house is often with smoke. Secondly, when he drinks out with his friends and need to go home by himself, being drank it is inevitable that he falls a few times along the way but when he reaches home till the time he reaches his room, he is totally walking straight and upright. Hahahahaha……..he also said a lot of other things then once again I certainly do think that his family is probably of the above average in China. For he once was saying that in China the rich so very rich and the poor and he was saying something about his house and car at home….well, he was trying to illustrate the point that you are on your own if you buy an apartment in China, not like Singapore you buy the place from the govt and will be in debts for some near 10 years? Oh yeah, the last time we meet, on Sunday that is, he was like listing out a few bad factors about Singapore and Singaporeans which I agree up to 95%.

It was again a nice time out with him. Well, I am totally not looking forward to the days without him on this small island of Singapore. But yet again, I can divert all my time and energy to my As, divert more I mean. Well, I just need to think of it this way, by the time I slogged the exams over, 2 and a half months will be over out of the 4 and a half months. Then, will hopefully get a part-time after that, then Christmas, Chinese New Year and he will be back. Muah….

Ok, got to go now, got to go make up a little for not studying much, Chem. past year paper here I come……

It's been a while?

Well, never thought that I would be able to make this my 27 entry of this blog but yeah, it sure is.

Well, the last time I blog was about some science pract and high sayings about, let’s see what can I tell you in this blog. Well, that means that I haven’t recorded anything from thurs on.

My life is so totally boring now with the study break and ambiguity that I can hardly remember what in the world happened for thurs and fri. really can’t remember what happened. Then I was studying with Denise on sat and the only thing that I can remember is that I was freezing cold by the evening, my fingers wee literally purple. It was also then that I realized that I got 29 prelims papers to do and am so going to aim to finish them. Then I was doing the math past year paper and I totally stunned myself when I needed to refer for nearly every other question. That was totally crazy. Sigh…….then I was also looking at bio pract and stuff most of the weekend and it was totally boring. I kept falling asleep.

On Sunday, I was out with my sibling for some rollerblading confirmation of details stuff for some lesson after which we went to ECP for some cycling and stuff. I was ok, I bladed for a while before my beau finally replied my sms sent much earlier that afternoon that we could meet. Well, it wasn’t easy trying to talk my way into another excuse to go out. But still in he end we managed to meet for about 2 hours and well, it was really nice and memorable. Every night or meeting with him is certainly nice and memorable. Besides the usual stuff, he was like giving me those lame jokes and riddles to guess and off cause I didn’t get any right and he was laughing his head off. Btw, I usually don’t get this kind of thing. Then we were also teasing about come classmates of mine and talking about Min for a while. All in the manner of laughing at them….so evil right….. Then he keep saying that I was taking advantage of him cause of whatever whatever etc etc…he list goes on and we try and see whose list is longer. Well, in conclusion, really have a nice nice time together.

Then about today was the bio pract. Then damn, I thought I was in the 1st shift and was on my way to school when I started to have a very bad stomachache on the bus. I sms some of my friends then to get from them thr school’s no., thinking of asking to be shifted to the 2nd shift. None replied quickly so I call home to ask my mother to call 100 to get the school’s no. Off course I called and said what I wanted to ay before I drop at the eunos mrt and rushed to the toilet there. It was much later when I continue to make my way to school that I realized that I was in the 2nd shift. Damn….

Then the pract was horrendous. Didn’t finishsome parts here and there. There was 3 qns altogether, 1 milk+lipase thingy, effects of 0.4 and 1 M sucrose solution on onion cells, and the last was some cell drawing for a stem and a phloem tissue drawing for 3 leaf blades. Well, the plasmolysis thingy for me cock up real bad, left it too long in the dye and then had problem mounting the thing onto a slide without it folding upon itself. Did it again got a slightly better view but it didn’t really help much. All my values and drawings for that pract was faked up, the distance that the cell membrane shrinking from the cell wall was all faked up!! Of course the explanations were also faked up. I just make the explanation sound reasonable as I predicted and faked the results to have the average distance shrank 1M to have about twice the dist then the 0.4M. Then this experiment and the reruns make me have not enough time for the stem sell drawing. I was sweltering all the way, wonder if I was feeling hot from the weather or I was just to worked up.

There is something crazy with my phone today. Well, I agreed to go study with Denise at about 3 plus and was talking about it with Hui Ying, if she wanted to join us. Then in the midst of the conversation I received my beau’s sms to ask if I can go with him tomorrow afternoon and book the tickets and then he says to leave the rest of the discussion till tonight. Then thing here is that it was about 4 plus that I received his message that was sent at 11.07am??!! Man….well see how …..but I am definitely going with him, want to spend as much time with him as possible as he is going home really soon till next Feb. and that it is so hard for us to meet or be in each others company.

That means….I must go rush some more past year papers tonight to make up for th time lost from studying tomorrow. Ok…need to go now….bye